End of Upward Bound 2010

I've been blogging since last year and there are some things I like about blogging and there are other things i dislike. I like the fact that I get to express my feelings and at times its a way to get things off my mind. It's rare that it gets boring because there's always something you can write about. Reading other peoples' blogs lets me know that some people have the same view on some things and others might have some interesting view points as well. Despite sharing my feeling and reading other people's blogs, when your assigned to blog a a certain time it might be difficult because for me I have to be in a moment in where everything comes together and I can put down my feelings instantly. So i suggest maybe assign a topic at times because at some point it feels like we've ran out of things to write. Other then that blogging is pretty fascinating.
It's coming to an end, upward bound "class of 2010" it's been a pleasure. I'm glad I got to cherish memories that will forever be with me. It's been fun, at times I wish it was longer just to be with "the family" but I'm really pumped for my summer to begin. The minute I go home, I'll be visiting my love, my everything, the thing I spend half the time with, the thing I call my bed. Once I catch up on sleep, I'm going away on a trip. I don't plan on being home for a while. I want to spend time with my friends and have time where nothing else matters but getting to enjoy every second of the day. I really can't wait for soccer to start and I might be getting a job at Hollister. As for my Senior year, I'll sure make the best of it. Taking classes at CC is something I'm really looking forward to doing. Other then that I plan on living life as it comes.

2nd to last post.

Twix, twix, Oh how I love you so. Your sweetness just drives me insane. I know you're harmful for my body but I just can't resist having you at least once a week. I'm strong and it has gotten better everyday. The presence of your need is not needed so much anymore. I not saying I don't miss you, I'm just learning to live without you. :( Here I am, trying to figure what I did wrong, why me..why me! If the consequences weren't cavities, I promise you'd always be in my hand.

Upward bound is coming towards an end, It's really hard to believe but we have four more days to go.

upward bound

It's Monday, and it's the last week of upward bound. In some ways, I'm really happy that we get to go home for good, but then again I'm going to miss a lot of things about it. Sure it's hard work, but then again it's what helps improve on our skills. In many ways I wished we all went to the same school. All the things we've gone through, good or bad; these circumstances only got us closer. Staying up late trying to get our homework done before sun rises, staying up so late studying that when it comes to the test, we don't remember anything. Laugh so hard we end up on the floor, writting it down as a inside joke. Man, I'm sure going to miss upward bound.

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What can I say, I don't have anything in mind except going home. This week has gone pretty fast but as of now I wouldn't mind being home right. I miss my dad, he's been gone for a while now.
It's not the same without him. This past Sunday, I was dropped off, my father wasn't there to say good bye. It's been really different, I hope this doesn't go on . I want everything to be back to normal. Friday, Oh how I love you so. Getting to go home and sleep for an eternity is what I'm looking forward to the most. Six more days of Upward Bound, It's coming towards an end. I'm happy but I wouldn't say I'm going to miss it.The memories, the laughs, and new friends, I must say it's been a pleasure.

Wrinting/English

English and writing have been challenging over the years. I wasn't born in the United States, so when I first arrived here I had to learn a language that I saw and viewed as sound and worlds that didn't make sense at all. I didn't give up, I tried and tried until I succeeded. English was once my enemy, but I've learned to love it as it was in my blood the moment I was born. I had no idea I was able to reach English at this level; writing essays and readying challenging books I enjoyed what I worked for. Being good at something can be a good thing but loving something can be even better. Writing is a way to express what I feel, I like writing mostly about my experience and making someone get goosebumps due to the power and flow of my writing. My AP teacher has done a lot to help my writing skills. What can I say I enjoy writing...well for the most part.. Oh and of course Mrs. Breen you've helped me a lot as well.

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I'm sitting here in writing class, its exactly 8:15. I have nothing on my mind, I don't have anything to say, and as the time clicks by it makes me feel as if I'm not part of this world. At this point I have no purpose in being here, you can say I'm here physically but the real me is off on another world. I day dream about the future and I think about the past. The more I think, the more I realize life should be lived one day at a time. Why take tomorrow for granted, one doesn't know what a year, a month, a week, a hour or even a minute has in store for us. Live life as if you'll die tomorrow, laugh as if you'll live forever. Don't let anybody tell you you're not good enough, strive to achieve the best and live life to the fullest.

The LONG weekend

I must say, I am really looking forward to this weekend. Fourth of July is right around the corner, and it's something that we celebrate as a family. For Fourth of July we usually go to silver lake and watch the fire works from there, if its not Silver lake we're somewhere near a beach. Being with my family is something that I really enjoy and I make the best of being with them. This year, I don't know how well its going to flow because my dad is in California for a while, and I don't know when he is coming back. I miss waking up at whatever time I want, I also miss doing what I please during the day. I miss...home. Hopefully these last days go flying by.